Yesterday i confessed again, and yah, finally got an ans.
"I'm flattered, although i don't have the same feeling as you."
That night was a painful one, i kept thinking about what he has said and just can't get to slp.
But when i calm down, i realise that it's actually a good thing, that he doesn't feel the same as me, else we both will be in pain, with the condition that we are half a world apart. One person suffer is much better than two ppl suffering...and some more it's just for a short period of time i guess...
Today asked my cousin why is he so cold to me then, my cousin said that he's a nice person so perhaps that he don't want me to be too addicted to him, so he's being purposely cold to me, to let me forget about him. Anyway, i will believe it in this way, of coz haha, the man that picked by me, sure is a nice guy. Thank you anyway. I'm the one that's too easily moved.
Today went to eat sushi buffet with laozi they all! It's mad omg! I think this is the time that i ate the most!!! Argh can't even walk and talk properly. What a happy sushi buffetXD
The taurus guy that will make me feel like getting married!
TzeTze<3
January 2009